I miss him.
Every time ive tried to call your house ive gotten a busy tone :/ its just so frustrating because ill sit there looking at my phone for an hour contemplating whats the right thing to say to your mom and how do I shorten the thousand things I want to tell you into something short and simple. Its killing me that I cant talk to you. You made everything better and without you here everything seems to be weighing down on me. I sound selfish, but I really just want you to get better and come home to me.