Every time ive tried to call your house ive gotten a busy tone :/ its just so frustrating because ill sit there looking at my phone for an hour contemplating whats the right thing to say to your mom and how do I shorten the thousand things I want to tell you into something short and simple. Its killing me that I cant talk to you. You made everything better and without you here everything seems to be weighing down on me. I sound selfish, but I really just want you to get better and come home to me.
When someone truly touches your heart, its hard to get them out of your head. He left his fingerprints scattered all over my heart and since then, since the day I fell for him, NOTHING has been the same. Hes been gone for 101 days now and I still wake up in the morning thinking ill wake up next to him while he peacefully sleeps. Ill stare at my phone at times and hope id get that text saying “good morning love bug”. Its been so long and nothings been the same since he was sent away. It kills me because I know how sweet and kind hearted he is and he would always make sure I was okay, he doesnt deserve to be in a place like that. Hes a beautiful creature and I love him. I know im young and others may look at me like im a fool but I truly do love that boy. He cared. It would be refreshing to have another person like that. So far, I havent been able to find anyone who cares half as much as he does, and it scares me.
just wanna get rich enough to buy my mom all the shit she deserves
all the people around me are falling in love and im just here falling asleep